About what i said last time.....

So um...yeah it's been almost 9 months since i've wrote a post and look what happened to me

Little did i know when i was writing my last blog post that i was in fact knocked up....it's as if the world is laughing at my ridiculous life.....i mean fuck i'd laugh too, don't get me wrong! but i'm not the world and i have to be the one lugging around a flippin baby! So needless to say i have a baby boy due in 3 weeks 6 days....go ahead, laugh...................................done? well i'm dissapointed but i'm not...obviously i wanted a baby but not like this and i wish i was a bit more "stable" but fuck it, god gave me what he thinks i can handle...i do question his judgement sometimes but that's another post. So baby dad and i are working out how to be parents and not kill each other......still love him.......still hate him.......still plot his death BUT now there is gonna be a squishy lil ball of joy thrown in the mix........i seriously can't wait to meet him

ok that's it for now :)